So im sitting here on a sunday with nothing to do....Meg was here last night but she is home now and now i am bored so.....yeah just writing in. Im gonna be 18 in a week...yeah so crazy times ahead. Sigh.....gonna have some fun at some point....anyone who cares can come to my house saturday and hang out then we are going bowling at Manatee..../so ( Read more... )

I am very happy....i dont understand why but i have this sudden burst of glee. Its as if i have come to peace with something inside myself and lifted a weight off of my shoulders. I hope it keeps up and i can provide Meg with all that which makes my life so wonderful and should please here also......

i wish....
to have enough to give
to be better than i am
to understand what i dont
to make all those unhappy happy
Crazy, lazy, mazey and hazey....

...The dark facade of the ominous night sky
was merely blemished by the faint presence
of the moon's milky countenance......

Well heres one for the MAN ( Read more... )

I love meg...all of you know that. Time is too short, i never have enough time to treat her right......we get a place i can spend every waking hour treating you the way you need to be. You deserve the best and i will give it to you.....no one knows how i feel but u and i.....let them say what they will....fuck them they wont ever have what we

Well it seems that anytime i get a chance to hang out with Meg a storm comes, well maybe i can have her over anyway.....I hope....i love Meg....And that was some badass Lip Gloss Today.....My lips are still watering!!!!!!!

What is up world....how are those wounds inflicted by mankind ( Read more... )

.....You know youre right. I cant give her what she deserves. I cant give her: the world, the stars or even the universe. She deserves all that and more. 
....I CAN give her my heart, my soul......i give her my time.  Id give her my life if she ever so much as hinted at it. 
....I give her all of it and still im not yet worthy.....
....I WILL NOT ( Read more... )

My baby is sick.....love you darlin....get some rest and perk up.