I'm so damn tired. Really really tired. I keep fighting and holding on and working on everything I can and trying to build my relationship and get my life in line and the more I fight the more it feels like things are just falling apart.
7-7-07 The more I see of men, the more i like dogs. -salonist Madame de Stael
7-8-07 My window cleaner has got more to say than him. singer Mark E. Smith on singer Bono
7-9-07 Ralph (Jackie Gleason): Yessir, this is the time I'm gonna get my pot of gold. Alice (Audrey Meadows): Just go for the gold, you've already got the pot. -The Honeymooners
Everyone & everything dies. Period end of story. No if ands or buts. So there is really no sense in getting upset when you realize one of your parents is probably not going to make it through the rest of this year. Now don't get me wrong, I very much want my father to make it, but he's not fighting anymore, and I can't make him fight.