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[maliciousmaia]

no reason for sour tones on love. no warrent for whinning about my relationships. me anf fuzzy are good. maybe better than good now. its speculation that we're doing better than ever. we got that kinda relationship that gets a lil better everyday. for a sec it got stagnant. cuz i stopped communicating. or at least telling him what i was thinking

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[maliciousmaia]

so unappreciative. he's great. maybe its cuz i have this feeling like this cant be real....who else ever had someone like him? no fukin one. especially not me. and maybe my drama is some kinda test to see if hes real. nah...no maybes....it is. not on purpose....but thats definately the reason. how am i supposed to handle something so amazing like him? "treat him good and love him forever"? yea...id say so. he's so cute....and...im not. or at least dont feel like it...maybe thats why theres drama. he never does anything wrong....hes so perfect. i just pick at him i guess. but im realizing that now...and hopefully ill keep that in mind when im confused and aggrivated. but his touch alone makes me feel worlds better. hes so amazing. thats the only way i can describle him. amazingly perfect. almost scarey.