So summer's like half over already. I didn't get a very good job, I won't be earning enough money for the stuff I wanted and I don't really know if I want to go back to school after this semester. Only time will tell ( Read more... )

So I'm in Florida, hanging out with Linh and her sister... and we're not really doing anything but sitting around and saying stupid things and laughing at them. If I would have had someone to laugh at my jokes like ten years ago (weird, I can sort of remember ten years ago... does that mean I'm getting old?) I would probably have a really huge ego ( Read more... )

I'm going home on Friday. I go to Linh's on Monday and then I go home at the crack of dawn on Friday. But I am so sad. I want to cry a lot. A lot a lot. Every couple of hours, I get to that verge of tears feeling and just want to go crawl into bed and sob. Not for any reason except it almost seems like a good idea. So I came home, turned on all the ( Read more... )

Do you ever dream that you're doing something you've done but the situation is just a little different? Like you dream you're checking to see if there's any ice cream in the freezer and there isn't but when you're actually awake, there is. I had a dream like that last night. I'm not sure I liked it ( Read more... )

School is becoming frustrating. Not the work itself but the school is going through some serious changes -- from concentrations to majors, bigger classes, etc; just general "cool liberal school" becoming "boring less liberal school" growing pains. Lang used to be my dream school. If things keep changing ... if the administration continues to suck ( Read more... )

Life is fucking crazy. I hate my brain. YAY for sleep!!

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I've had these weird reactions to closing my eyes lately. When I close my eyes in bed, I feel like I'm at home. At home in Texas, in my big ass bed with my own bathroom and my dog and all the stuff I left behind. It's wild. Last night, I closed my eyes in the shower and I thought I was in bed. I'm not sure what bed it was. But, shit. Weird, huh ( Read more... )

I feel pretty closed in. Like I'm never away from anyway else. It's rather claustrophobic, I guess. A lot of the time, when I'm with people, I get the feeling like I want to be by myself. When I'm by myself, I feel lonely. After the initial "hey, I'm having a me-moment!" shock wears off, anyway. I'm bored. I feel really "blah blah blank" and sort ( Read more... )

You are what that I am ( Read more... )

Man, it's been a while since I bothered. My nose kind of hurts all of a sudden ( Read more... )