it's 1:30 in the morning and i've already written in here twice but i still cant sleep and i'm sick of pacing the livingroom (i'd pace in my own room if i had one, i swear ( Read more... )

it's been a long long long time since i've explored the realm of automatic writing, or stream-of-consciousness writing. in fact, the last time i did it, i was sitting in match class in highschool, and i threw away what i wrote because it scared the hell out of me. i had somehow outlined all the probable steps to achieve godhood, and in my fear i ( Read more... )

i would say i lost my job, but some of you would say i deserve it ( Read more... )

Yeah. i know most of you dont like rap. but try to listen to the lyrics anyway. it's an interesting representation of american history.

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I lost some really important things this month. I do not feel the need to talk about *what* i've lost this month, as i already know, and either i'm keeping it to myself to be stubborn, out of respect for other things i still care about, or just because i'm fucking nuts ( Read more... )

Goodmorning world.

I hope you blow up into tiny little pieces today.

also, fuck the current economy.

heh. been forever since i've posted anything ( Read more... )

i love finding mention of myself in pages not my own ( Read more... )

Preamble to the next video. you dont have to watch it to like the other one, but it'll give you more background between the characters, and it's not like everyone doesnt lurve SaraMcloughlan anyway.

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I thought about posting a preamble video to this, but eh. i'll do it in another post. anyways, the clips are from episode 55-56 of bleach. my two favorite episodes, favorite mini arc, and the first section of bleach that actually makes you cry (if you know the background between the two chicks in it anyway. it's awesome and sad at the same time lol ( Read more... )