i start my new job tomorrow.

there are roughly 4 different people lately, swamping me with negativity on 4 completely different subjects, on everything from my past relationships to my political beliefs ( Read more... )

i'm very drunk. that is (mostly) all ( Read more... )

concering previous post: they'll let me know when they have an opening. bleh.

I have an interview on friday.

i dont consider myself a jealous person. in fact i think of jealousy as one of the worst emotions one can submit to.

and yet i watch other people enjoying what i want and it hurts. Does that make me a jealous person? i think in a sense, yes, because i want what they have. and that makes me feel ugly inside. jealousy disgusts me.

Sake is a wonderful thing.

10pm. slightly buzzed. shoulda drank faster. still pacing the house. tired of writing the same old crap on here.

i'll prolly write more later tonight...

i'm a little tipsy. been drinkin this weekend. tired o' thinkin, y'know ( Read more... )

i have no mouth, and i must scream ( Read more... )