Day 2....

Day 1....

Artist: Blue October ( Read more... )

Sometimes I don't know why we'd rather live than die ( Read more... )

I hurt all over. Every part of my body, mind, and soul. everything hurts. I wnat it to go away. I want the pain to stop. I want you back. But its to early. I do need to be alone. Just for a little while. But I don't know if I can take the pain of being alone. I need someone when I have this kind of pain in my heart. This has never been so hard. I ( Read more... )

I apoligize for how I acted yesterday. I was mean. I thought about things and it made me a little angry. It wasn't right of me to take my anger out on you. I love you. And I'm really really sorry. I hope you can forgive me ( Read more... )

So I guess I'm over the shit that happened last night. The up-side of being Bi-polar i guess. I'm fine, I played some City of Heroes annd the people online cheered me up. I thank them. So don't wory about me, I'm doing fine. Life goes on. I had a down moment, everyone does. Later days All, And I love you.

Leave it to someone elses graduation to make you think of every possiable way to kill myself. I have never wanted to die as much as I do now. Don't worry I'm not going to. I'm forcing myself to live this worthless life that I have now. I've made so many mistakes, Done so many wrong things. I can't recover. I've messed up too bad. I'm worthless. ( Read more... )

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Artist: Bowling for Soup ( Read more... )