This is not a cry for pity, sympathy, or any expressions of how this isn't true. This is me owning my deplorable, morally void behavior with another person. I lied to & cheated on Her with multiple people. When confronted i denied it. When given a chance to come clean & face my problems i shut down & acted like everything was ok, water under the ( Read more... )

Breakfast:
Coffee, scrambled egg on half an English muffin, ½a donut from district donuts

I miss you. Every day. I'm moving on but that doesn't mean that as i finally explore things i put off & ignored about myself for the past 7 years i don't wish you were here with me. I was at a play party recently & it was so intoxicating. The pretty rope play, the delicous smack of leather on skin, & the sexy moans & wimpers. Trying every day to be ( Read more... )

Breakfast:
1cp Quaker bridal cereal with ½cp milk

Snack:
Coffee

Lunch:
2 Fried chicken tenders with Cajun ranch sauce, ½ an egg salad sandwich on wheat, coffee

Snack:
½serving of chocolate ice cream, ¼ ham on wheat, ¼ roast beef on wheat, coffee

Dinner:
4oz steak serving, field greens, beets, & tomato salad

Breakfast:
Sonic breakfast burrito add salsa & pepper jack, coffee

Snack:
Broccoli tops & a few small cubes of cheese

Lunch:
Shrimp ceviche, ¼ avocado,

Breakfast:
Breakfast burrito, with coffee

Snack:
5 small cubes of cheddar & a few broccoli pieces

Lunch:
Shrimp ceviche with avocado, sauteed cactus, ¼ avocado, corn tortilla, & coffee

Snack:
5 small cubes of cheddar & a few broccoli pieces

Dinner:
1cp serving of Italian sausage, bell peppers, onion, chick peas, in tomato sauce with bow tie pasta

I've been slacking & having a hard time pushing myself to keep this updated. As a result of this I've also been slacking on my changes to my diet & routine to keep myself on track for the changes i want to make in myself both inside & out. Here is me re-affirming my desire & will to make those changes.. so let's get this started..

Today is going to ( Read more... )

Sorry for falling off the bandwagon in so far as posting my daily meals but I'm back now!

Breakfast:
1cp raisin bran crunch, 1cp 2% milk

Snack:

Breakfast:
1cp of frosted shredded wheat, ½cp whole milk, coffee with milk

Snack:
3 oz yogurt, ½ cp shredded wheat, coffee with milk

Lunch:
½ Ham sandwich with Swiss & avocado on wheat

Snack:
Veggie cup with jalepeno Greek yogurt dip

2nd Lunch:
½ Ham sandwich with Swiss & avocado on wheat

Snack:
150 calorie Belgian chocolate gelato

Snack:
1 chocolate chip & ( Read more... )

Breakfast:
Coffee with milk, ½ burrito tortilla wrap, scrambled egg with southwest skillet potatoes

Snack: