haha random song ( Read more... )

he was here for a few hours, but as time went on he seemed to get weird. i don't know. when he left he was just like "i'll see you .. uhh i don't know when." hopefully he doesn't mean we're going to not see eachother for a while again. i think he was mad because i was smoking. boo. whatever. i just hope i see him again soon. i'll miss him =/

mike texted me earlier like "still trying to have me sex you?" haha like you have to ask, sir. he says he's coming over, but it's already 130am. if he doesn't come soon, i'm going to have to shut him down. despite our little experience earlier. i want it, trust me i want it! i just don't know how much longer i feel like waiting before i feel like ( Read more... )

i really don't feel like going to work tomorrow. after having five days off, it's pretty rugged. at least i only have to work two days, then i'm off for another four.
i'm only doing this because i'm bored as poo. 
christmas was swell. i can't really complain. there is only one thing that i didn't get. it was kind of expected though. besides i didn't ( Read more... )

so it's christmas eve. i'm bored and kind of lonely ( Read more... )

not sure which even was the cause, but i am in a terrible mood right now. i don't know. it's one of those fuckkkk evenings. i don't think my cd choice helps much either. ha
anyway the weekend started off with a bang. it started off normal. went to the mall. shorty helped me pick out an outfit for last night and tomorrow. he's good for that. he's the ( Read more... )

i was set on failing. instead, i got a b. (: i have to say, i'm happy with that. what's that a 3.7, 3.8? can't really complain. at least this time i tried to go back to school, i didn't lose one of my favorite people, and spiral into some pretty bad times. hahaa. everyone is livin'. i can't believe i did it this time. a lot easier than i thought. 
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is one thing i forgot to mention about my weekend. hahaa

and as for tonight. wow. thanks to mike, i don't think i'll have trouble sleeping tonight. ;)
PHEW!

i don't know if mike has been reading this. i mean, i did kinda put those links out there for that purpose. my own little way of being a pussy and not having to tell him directly how i really feel. i'm not quite sure. he may have, being since he asked me to go to the movies with him tomorrow. maybe it was even because i told him how i felt. (via ( Read more... )

was interesting to say the least. before the drama or whatever you might call it, the night was pretty chill. jess, grant, tracy, vodka, weed, and natty ice. haha what a concoction. hahaa i had to have my camera dropped off because i left it in the car friday night. i can't believe that i didn't take a single picture on friday. would have been a ( Read more... )