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yea i cant sleep.

its just not the same anymore.

once you experienced something you cant and would never take back, it makes you crave it. GOD DAMNIT
anywho.

i thought ... i thought, that i could say something but i cant not yet.

its nothing bad or wrong or anything like that. its just my god damned shyness that isnt allowing me to say

I'm sitting outside of einstien's bagels on campus listening intentlly to what the ladies a table down from me conversation. it's rather interesting. they are talking about art. photography sculpture batik paintings. appeartnently one of them is an artist and needs pointers on how to expand her art work ideas and goals and to focus herself more and ( Read more... )

alright so if you don't know and are actually reading this I'm have a new place in Bonita Springs it pimp as shit. anywho so I've been looking like madd crazy for a job and barely anywhere is hiring. since its been so long since ive had a job i need to stick with it for awhile. so therefore i havent had any luck at all that is until today I applied ( Read more... )

to a few of my close friends bc its just wierd now. i dont fit into the whole group dynamic. i feel that every suggestion i make sounds like an arguement or like im arrogant. esp when im around two certain ppl. i really wanna see them too. but if i di it feels weird bc i cant contribute to anything. like i try to help out but then person a cuts me ( Read more... )

born 12:32 am 5/14/07 eight pounds 22 inches long

summer is just around the corner. there shall be parties and liqour and fun stuff. but more importantly i will have successfully gone through my first year of college. breaking my brothers record too. geez.

i dont want to do anything anymore relating to skool but i have too.

i took the high road and avoided the drama llama.
stormie bullshit.
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i found out i have bronchitious and a second degree burn!

yay!

no beach for a while.

other than that im aight. stressed and tired. oh sleep sounds lovely.

i feel so much better. im not coughing as much[ hell yeah!] i broke my fever[2x] i wrote that fucking essay [it sucks though] i slept[4/5 hours!] i still feel weak, my ears are congested, as well as my nose. but i still feel entirely better ( Read more... )