Well there go my Valentine Day plans....

[mally_bleu]

Well my decision between Zach and Eric has become a little easier. After Sunday’s difficulties with Zach calling me and insisting I come over to his house, and after everything that happened…. Him calling me his girlfriend, and him making Valentines day plans… I get a text from him.

Mind you I haven’t seen or talked to him since Sunday, with the

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[janapaige]

i'm having problems with my zack, too! i'm on boy strike, want to join me?
really, i wish i knew what makes them act so ridiculous. and they think we're the confusing ones.

i hope it all works out. maybe a little time is all it's going to take for him to realize what he's missing : )

[mally_bleu]

It definitly came out of left field... and for him to use the reasoning that I cared too much for him which is why he needs a break just really makes me not want to talk to him every again. I do wish him all the best... and I'm sure he will soon realize what he is missing ;) but I'm going to move on, and I wasn't that attached to him that if he calls in a month I'll go running back to him....

For now I'm just going to continue my focus on the ever lasting job search, and my family and friends, and the new beginnings with Eric and I....

Hope your Zach realizes what a great girl he has and gets his head out of his rear and treats you well! ♥

[sostruckdumb]

god boys are so lame sometimes.

Sorry to hear that Zach has been playing the mixed signals card with you.

[mally_bleu]

yea... it really did come from left field. Basically it was me caring about him that made him not want to be in a relationship... it makes me sad and irritated that it was me caring for him that made him not want to be with me.... I do wish him all the best, but even if he calls in a week, I don't want to be back together with him.

Eric is another side of the story.... I don't know...

[queen_eb]

he sounds like HE doesn't even know what he wants, damn!

[mally_bleu]

Yea.... I don't know.... I can make my assumptions based on what he has said previously, but honestly, I don't think I care all that much. Not much I can do about it, and the more I think about it, the more I really do want to focus all my attention on Eric... just wished it wouldn't had gone down the way it did, but I can't change that, I can only move forward from it