To say goodbye would be a little dramatic I think, but to note this departure in any way seems equally careless. The writing process has been helpful at many times in my life to sort through things, sometimes it dredged things up and it wasn't as helpful. It was a process though, and for so long I needed this, but with the news of the job on ( Read more... )

LIfe is passing me by right now; I can feel it. They say to make change happen in your life you have to want it and initiate it. I do want it, I'm just not sure I know how to initiate it..... when I get back from Hawaii in May things will change, they have to, they will. This time out of town will be good for me. Time to realign my head and heart ( Read more... )

Going on 3 months now....it's been an odd feeling this go about (heh)....I am truly happy to be out of that situation with the symphony, and as I continue to get emails from their mass mailing list about the event...makes me even more glad I'm not there. Ultimately this has been quite the life changing experience. A one with bittersweet undertones ( Read more... )

So much has occurred lately, and yet, I feel as though nothing has happened.... I'm still in a sense of space where I'm immersed in this rather significant and intense transformation, and it's coming with welcomed arms, but is also leading me to question a lot and at times vulnerable and insecure, but most of the time that happiest little woman you ( Read more... )

People keep asking me if I got everything I wanted for Christmas. As you all know; I'm not a materialistic person, and presents while nice, and not what I wanted at all. Rather I got exactly what I wanted for the holiday.... Peace, joy, a deep breath, and plenty of laughter.

I had 4 days off, Thursday-Sunday, and through those 4 days I had a date, ( Read more... )

Thank you all for your well wishes. I haven’t told anyone about this in real life, so it has been tough to keep it to myself for 3 weeks since I received notification on the original test to today….

Dr was over 60 minutes late; which did a number on my psyche let me tell you; stressed out to the max already over it; as prepared as once could be…. ( Read more... )

So.... I've had a little to drink, which is making me more open about this.... but honestly I refuse to tell anyone in real life about this right now, as I don't want to over stress anyone, but it's serious, and I am dying in anticipation.... I may be ill.... quite ill.... I go in for a test on Thursday (I've known about this for three weeks, but ( Read more... )

Living on my own really has been great, I do still have those moments of loneliness, but overall this is changing in my core who I am, and I love my tiny little place, and wouldn't ask for anything else.

Life has ever been changing as well, my dad isn't doing all that well, and my mom is going through stress with her job, it's the oddest feeling I' ( Read more... )

Life is going well, not too much to update on really anymore… I think I have finally reached the point in my life where I am moving forward from this journal… I don’t find my life so terribly exciting anymore that I need to update everyday about what I ate for breakfast or what my afternoon meeting was like.

The ankle has healed just about as ( Read more... )

Alright Melissa, you asked, and here are pictures of my apartment.... I posted a few a while back, but now my place is 100% done, and I'm excited to show it off!

( The Apartment )