I can't beleive I fell in love with him. I honestly tried hard not to because I knew I would not see him again. Jake made me feel so complete and comfortable. I felt wanted for the first time in forever. Now i'm all alone again and it hurts. One thing that really sucks about the Army is once you make good friends you have to say goodbye to them. I ( Read more... )

So after a 1.5 year absence, I decide to post a new entry. hmmm, what's new? Once again I am single.... and happy about it, no more wreckful relationships for me. I live in my dream place, big props to the VA! haha, nah, i'm really happy. I get to help animals and frolick uncontrolibly. I'm good. Oh, did I mention i'm a soldier in the army? Yeah, ( Read more... )

Stupid computer dies and all of a sudden I render myself useless. Oh well, just reminding all out there in internet land that i'm still alive!

So I walk alot, and yesterday I was looking up at tree trimmers to make sure they could see me. As I was looking I walked over those metal sign holders that are placed in the ground... well, I walked right into it, INTO it. The metal spike drove into my leg and ripped my favorite pants :( needless to say I got a boo boo from it. What's up with me ( Read more... )

So on Monday I got punched in the face by a bitch. Carlos said she didn't mean it, but as I came to greet her she head butted me & cut my f'in lip.

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22 things I want for my B-day In no Particular order ( Read more... )

So Pacman has been with us for a month now. He's finally not screaming for dear life every time I come near him. He hops on my finger by command, and that's it. He will only let me kiss him if Birdie (Che) is nearby. They get along so well. At night when Pacman goes to sleep in his cage and Che in the playground, i'll wake up in the a.m. to see Che ( Read more... )

So I realize holding a dead cat in your arms without even knowing it is creepier than if you did. I also still feel out of my element at work, but everyone has agreed i've adjusted well. This weekend Carlos and I took Petunia out to the park, she loved relaxing with us in front of the river & it felt perfect. Hopefully I can go outside this weekend ( Read more... )

I went to the exhibit of "Wolf to Woof" in St.Pete this weekend. It was so cool & interesting! It describes the evolution of the wolf to it's closely domesticated cousins and why certain dogs hold certain traits common with wolves. For example, Dogs like to go through trash due to their scavenging traits. It's in their genes. I even took a pic with ( Read more... )

Wow, I am really happy here. So happy that eight and ten hour shifts don't feel long at all. I'm distracted by the busy flow of the hospital. I am learning so many things every day and those who have been here a long time say you never stop learning cool things every day. I submerging myself in the medical jargin, who knew I would use the words " ( Read more... )