in the midst of this harsh summer i feel the stark chill of winter scars are a stark contrast against chilled skin. i think i'm addicted to scars, i regret stitches. all your life you wait for a propitious time, then that time reveals it's self as action taken. i feel like i have lung cancer. i would be thrilled.

i think i'm giving up live journal for myspace and face book. too many things to juggle. i've got a journal to write in and if i feel like sharing it'll be on myspace. bye ya'll

I'm sorry have to say it, but you look like you're sad.
Your smile was gone, I noticed it bad.
The cure is if you let in just a little more love.
I promise you this... a little's enough.

Back home now. My stepfather has a firm grasp on his position as dumb ass first class ( Read more... )

In TEXASS right now. with my new best bud Winston. Tiara, Jaclyn, and Bailey all left a couple hours ago and I fly out in the morning so... I'd like to make it a good night.

I need to go to FL. For some reason I think that if I ceep verbalizing it, it will happen sooner but... all false hopes.

it's unbelievable how happiness rubs off and it couldn't come at a better time ( Read more... )

i had all four of my wisdom teeth removed a couple hours ago and i don't feel a thing ( Read more... )

I had a blast last nite. Tyler, Clay, Blake, Lindsey, Beth, Shayla. I love you.

Only problem is I had an oral surgeon appointment at 8:30 this morning.
I need all of my wisdom teeth gone and I don't have dental insurance.
Whatever, I'm just exited I get meds.

Yesterday was the first day of my two week fast. I'm still not hungry.

i got my first speeding ticket today...
the officer actually said happy birthday as he handed me the ticket.

the whole no school thing still hasn't really hit me yet ( Read more... )