I hope when I'm dying, I'm listening to the Gattaca Soundtrack. It's chilling and amazing, still.

2010=Sober
2009=Not Sober.

That is my New Year's Resolution. Also, I'm cutting all bad relationships.

2010 is going to be the best year yet.

My lungs are as black as tar right now
My liver filled with booze
It's happened in my life some how
that I will have to choose:

the life that's full of "fun" and smokes and suitors in my bed
or the life where I can see again
and smile at what's ahead.

Boy, oh, boy! Being 12 again is great.

You are falling for her and I'm just falling.

and I don't even like anarchy. I just can't wait to be at the point where I can really enjoy summer.

This is one of the first nights in a long time that I do not regret anything that I have said because I am completely sober and alert. *Pat on the back for me*

I don't know when I'll ever get over this. I need to move away, I guess.

I always had a thing for Perry, but recently I've noticed myself falling for Paul Drake. I really am capable of moving on.

Ray is already dating someone else. I feel like I haven't even had the time to tie my shoe yet and he's already found someone. I'm just a cheater cheater pumpkin eater, I guess.

I miss Ray.