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LA has really helped me go through an intense purification process. I am truly connected to the inner stillness now more than ever before. Today I am truly thankful for everything life has delivered me to get to this point.

This last full moon in Aquarius was one of the most impactful lunar aspects for me. This move to Los Angeles has been so internally changing, I still can't get a grasp on its energetic power over me. These last few weeks, have been from a place of the devine. I was put into certain situations, and exposed to certain people, that triggered enough ( Read more... )

The subject of betrayal has been something I have had to do a lot of work around recently ( Read more... )

I find that my egoic mind and everyone else for that matter will sometimes try to stop me from bringing into this world what needs to come through this human form. Its not that everyone else is trying to "stop me" its just I sometimes find myself in conversations that I over analyze out of fear and then sit in that fear until I do my internal work ( Read more... )

One of the most powerful insights I have had in my life is the realization of fear being a completely illusionary state. In order for me to come to this place of no fear, I had to be absolutely terrified to be alive. So how would I have ended up being terrified to be alive and break thought to the truth that fear is not real? Well, I believed my ( Read more... )

Throughout the course of my life I have struggled with this notion of freedom. What is it and why do I feel the need to acquire it as though it was an object to attain in the future. This past week has been interesting because it has helped me really break through beliefs. And take a look at my constant desire for freedom and where it is coming ( Read more... )

Something is telling me I should verbalize this out in the world and I am not sure how. This is my attempt ( Read more... )

I am trying to find clarity on all the life confusion that I have exited out of. How would I ever come to the realization that everything I have been taught to think and believe is constructed. How would I or anyone else have found their way out of these words, sentences, beliefs, and life responsibilities we think we are supposed to be living. I ( Read more... )

I was fired from Kaladi Brother's last week. I even looked at my livejournal entry from 2006 of the day that I got hired to remind myself how long I have spent my life there. Jon told me a few months ago that I needed to leave because he can tell that I have massively grown out of that job. There was no room for me to move up in positions and I ( Read more... )