i just wish for once i would have something good to post in here. everything is just a big downward spiral and i am stressed to the max ( Read more... )

so i had my meeting this morning to fight my eviction notice. waste of fucking time, they evicted us cause of the apartment being a mess the night we got into that huge fight.we have 30 days to get out of here. this blows. we've been on the phone all morning calling places. it sucks cause were getting evicted from government housing, and that is ( Read more... )

so things got really bad again. which is pretty much why i haven't wrote anything in a while. thomas lost his job last month and we have had no luck at all getting anyone to call us back. he did get a job at wendy's but the day after he started the place caught on fire. go freakin figure ( Read more... )

sorry for going majorly MIA on you. we finally got our own place and i never get over here but for school stuff and i can't multitask so yeah you know. we got ourselves a 2 BR 2 BA trailor in awesome condition, needs a little paint but the garden tub makes up for it and hey rent is only 400 a month. can't go wrong there ( Read more... )

so im heading back to south carolina tomorrow. i keep going back and forth with it but i feel i am making a good decision. my sister wants me to go to her house so she can take care of my "surgical procedure". but i have changed my mind with that. i really just can't see me doing that. i don't want to waste my sister time for her to drive me there ( Read more... )

so you expect me to believe you missed 20 phone calls. starting at 9:00 and ending atr 2:30. cause you were sleeping? yeah im not stupid. that's why you were talking to that dumb bitch. this is getting to be some serious bullshit. he is not respecting me. i have been asking him for almost 3 years to leave this bitch alone and he just won't do it. i ( Read more... )

so i was coming to melbourne yesterday to spend the weekend here and drop johnica off with maggie for a few weeks, well on I-95 i drove into a bad storm and hydroplaned into the middle of the highways and flipped my car. johnica and alexis were with me but we are all okay. i keep wanting to pinch myself to see if this really happened because i ( Read more... )

so what i wonder is if i have nothing to worry about, why did he change his password. not that i didn't already figure the new one out, but that's all i want to know. how can he get mad that i read his shit when he was the one who gave me his passwords. and he knew i went into his shit, cause that's how i found out that he had been laying in bed ( Read more... )

that dumb bitch julie is back. i thought i was done with all of this since what happened with them the week before i had alexis. he told me he didn't want to be friends with her cause there was too much temptation. yes he told me that. right after he wanted to me to wait so he could choose who he wanted to be with. fucking bastard. and of course ( Read more... )

i guess i should mention that i haven't gotten my period yet. im 5 days late. i did everything i could to get the morning after pill like i was suggested but i couldn't come up with the money in time to get it. so pretty much i have a HUGE feeling i have number fucking 3 on the way. i don't know what the hell i am going to do. this on top of moving ( Read more... )