so it's official, im moving back to florida for a couple months. im tired of him putting drugs before my kids. i can take care of them better by myself so that is what i am doing. it is only for a couple months...FOR RIGHT NOW. if he doesn't clean his shit up im staying for good. my kids need to know they come before anything and anyone, and when ( Read more... )

you know what really grinds my gears?! the fact that i have midterms this week and im getting NO help at all from thomas with the kids. he always bitches how he's tired and doesn't feel like doing anything. well im tired all the time too and i don;t feel like doing anything but im a parent so i am always doing something. i try my hardest to get ( Read more... )

i've been meaning to write something in here for a while but between school and my girls i just don't have time for anything anymore ( Read more... )

sorry im not keeping up with this journal better but things just aren't going good for me to have something to write about all the time ( Read more... )

so im officially registered at Kaplan. i found out yesterday and im so excited. i'll be getting my books sometime next week. im doing the whole online thing again. hopefully i can stick with it this time. if i manage to do good and not fuck up i should be done next september. going for my associate in applied science of criminal justice. what it ( Read more... )

so i just applied for financial aid to have another go at this online school thing. hopefully i get approved because i really need to keep myself busy so i won't be so damn bored in this town ( Read more... )

so today i got my ears pierced for the 4th time in my life. first 3 times didn't go too well, apparantly i can only have real gold in em. so let's try it again this time. they better work this time cause i got a pair of 60 dollar earrings for 38 bucks cause my first pair wouldn't go through my ears and the lady didn't have anymore of em. so she had ( Read more... )

sorry for not writing anything in here for a while. things have been kinda crazy since we moved up here. i don't too much care for it here. there is nothing in this town. it's a very small town. well at least it's small compared to where i was in florida. ive already gone through 2 jobs. both of which sucked. things just aren't going that well for ( Read more... )

so tomorrow morning im leaving for south carolina. we weren't supposed to leave till the end of the month but things changed and now we are leacing tomorrow ( Read more... )

so in 3 weeks i'll be moving to south carolina. me being thomas and kids included. we can't up all the money for our rent so were moving in with his mom until we can get straightened back out. honestly, i don't want to go. i don't want to leave my mom and i don't want to leave my maggie. but honestly it is for the better, and who knows, maybe i'll ( Read more... )