sorry for falling off of the face of the earth. me and thomas did end up working things out. i don't mean to be vague about it but it was so horrible to go through that talking about it is something that i don't want to do. i just hope it doesn't happen ever again ( Read more... )

i broke up with thomas tonight.

i feel like shit

so things are getting pretty hectic around here. we aren't able to pay any bills at all this month. we are really in the hole this time. i don't really see how we are going to get out of it without losing almost everything we have. i could go into detail but honestly it's pointless to bring the woe is me post ( Read more... )

well im due to have the baby on november 28th at 7:30 in the morning. i do not know what i am having. i just recently had an ultrasound done and apparantly the baby is too big to tell me what i am having, that and the little bugger wouldn't open up. im telling for all the shit this kid is already giving me, it HAS to be a boy. the baby already ( Read more... )

wow, its been awhile since i have been on here. i haven't had a computer for a while. yes i am still alive. sorry for not updating at all ( Read more... )

i really need to stop being so damn insecure. i don't know if it is because i am pregnant or what. but it seems like since i've gotten pregnant again i am so scared thomas is going tov go somewhere else the first chance he gets. not to mention i don't trust half of the females in this state ( Read more... )

so i got fired today. because i called out of work on saturday. because i couldn't attach a toilet to my ass and a bucket to my head. among other things ( Read more... )

i really need to stop abandoning this journal. not having a computer really sucks. and now that they moved my desk at work, i definately cannot do anything im not supposed to ( Read more... )

wow it's been damn near a month if not more since i last updated. im sorry i really am. i do read i promise ( Read more... )

wow it's been almost a month since i've updated last. i'm sorry. i've been busy with work and "spending more time with thomas", and enjoying/hating being pregnant again ( Read more... )