sorry i totally disappeared for almost a week. this past week has been insane. i've been on bedrest since wednesday. yeah it sucked. at work on wednesday i had some extreme bleeding, like someone got murdered bleeding. obvious thought was that i was having a miscarriage. work called an ambulance and all that fun stuff, only to find out that they ( Read more... )

here is anothoer oh woe is me post. right now life sucks. no seriously, right now it does ( Read more... )

so here's a real update. it's not going to contain much because my life is so boring. but im bored and i have an endless amount of laundry haha ( Read more... )

so i got my final warning at work for my adherence. yeah so im like really really close to losing my job. most of it is because of thomas. i hate to admit it but his schedule at his job seriously conflicts with my job. and im sorry, im making 10 an hour as opposed to your 8. who's job is more important? honestly. we need a new car, and he needs a ( Read more... )

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i feel like shit. absolute pure shit. no morning sickness for a week and a half then BAM it's back. bitches ( Read more... )

i'm thinking i might start going to counseling again. i was thinking about it at work today, and honestly, im not happy. in some cases of my life i am, but for the most part i'm not. i don't know what's causing it. i think i never fully recovered from my baby blues, and coming up preggers again, im slowly getting worse. i'm taking everything out on ( Read more... )

if i fall of the face of the earth. im' sorry. me and thomas got into a huge huge fight and he smashed my monitor. i now only have access to my mom's computer ( Read more... )

DisorderYour ScoreMajor Depression:Very HighDysthymia:High-ModerateBipolar Disorder:ModerateCyclothymia:Very HighSeasonal Affective Disorder:Extremely HighPostpartum Depression:Very HighTake the Depression Testyeah that's wonderful ( Read more... )

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