you know it never ceases to amaze me that no matter how much you talk about being in a relationship, no matter how much you stress you how you love your SO, you still manage to get that one fuckwad who adds you and says hey wanna fuck? umm yeah sure let me tell my boyfriend real quick. no wonder you don't got a girl. your an asshole. i really ( Read more... )

so things are going good. im working really hard on getting my shit straight for school. im down some major points on both of my classes. and if im out of participation for one more week in one class then i get dropped and have to pay for the class. and well im sorry, im not paying 795 so im sucking it up and doing what i have to do ( Read more... )

well im proud of me. i didn't get my rough draft completely finished but i do have everything written down that's going to be in my essay. i just have to compact it all together and hope and pray that it's between 1500-2000 words. im crossing my fingers on it. i don't know how good it is going to be. but i figure once i get it all together and i ( Read more... )

myspace is evil in the sense that it can cause a lot of trouble if your snooper *insert innocent look here* but it's great cause i have found people on there that i haven't talked to in YEARS. lets see i found this girl trisha who i was best friends with from the time i was 8 up until i was 12. i found melissa and emily, i met them through mike and ( Read more... )

so i called out of work today so i can catch up on my school and also cause i have an earache. i feel kinda bad, but school is more important right now and i really can't afford to be slacking on it. i have this huge essay due in 3 weeks and i haven't even done anything for it. the rough draft is due on sunday so i plan on focusing all my time on ( Read more... )

so this girl that i don't like up and pops back into my life. whenever she comes around it only means trouble follows between me and thomas. awhile ago it got so bad that i gave him the ultimatum of me or her. i never do that and i hate to be the kind of girlfriend like that. but i really felt the relationship was in danger cause of this girl. now ( Read more... )

look at my little daddy's girl with me trying to hide in the background


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school is royally kicking my ass. i started my work that was due at about 7 tonight. it's now quarter after 12 and i just now handed it in.

i dont know why i thought this shit was going to be easy.

im going to bed now that my brain is like dead.

pointless update.

im sorry for falling off the face of the earth. in between training for this new job and taking care of the baby and trying to keep my head above water in school, im having a hard time ( Read more... )

ok so i am now happy. i got a job finally. they don't drug test which is good cause im still not clean. i have 4 more days before im a month clean. i am so proud of myself with that lol. but anyway back to the job. 10 an hour, no dress code, and they even have a pool table in the break room. how cool is that?! lol. im so happy. and the lady who did ( Read more... )