We're going to Ohio for christmas. Kinda sucks cause we're going to go to zach's moms house first to stay a couple nights then we're going to his dad's for one night. His mom and dad live 3 hours away from each other. That's alot of traveling. poo. but it should be ok I guess. I always like family gatherings...cause I'm gay like that ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a long time. wow. well. We got a new car which I love. 2000 jeep grand cherokee ( Read more... )

its 10 and the kids have been asleep for about an hour and half but I'm still awake. I have such a hard time falling asleep. Bleh. I guess I'll take this time to update ( Read more... )

Today is hayden's first day of speech class. I'm nervous for him. But i guess that's just what mothers do. I hope he gets alot out of these classes. I can't wait till he can say "i love you mommy". Once that happens I will just melt and buy him the biggest, best toy i can find him ( Read more... )

Riley just laughed for the first time. :)

I didn't realize i had so much crap to pack. Toys, bottles, clothes, bath stuff, diapers, blankets, movies..etc. I feel like i'm never going to get it all packed by tonight. Everytime I start it seems like the kids need something ( Read more... )

Yesterday was riley's 2 month appointment. He was soo good. He didn't cry at all except when he got his shots. That was sad. :( But I was so glad he wasn't a screaming mess when the doctor was checking him. Hayden got a flu shot too. He has a bruise on his thigh from where he jerked around while she was giving it to him. It bled pretty good too. He ( Read more... )

God I've been having trouble sleeping lately. I'll lay in bed for about an hour before i finally fall asleep. Its really annoying. I'm so tired all the time so i don't know whats wrong with me ( Read more... )

god I hate clothes. I bought pants the other day and they looked HUGE. :( Its depressing. I'm still at 130 pounds. 14 to lose. nothing looks right on me anymore. My boobs are big so it makes all my shirts short. Lets all just be naked. I've been feeling really crappy lately. I never do my hair, or put on makeup. I wear pajamas most of the day, and ( Read more... )

Riley is so lovely ( Read more... )