Its been a long time... there is so much to say and i just dont know that i can even begin to say it all. this has totally been one strage year and its not even over yet. i have had my life completely turned upside down. i have fallen in love. i mean we are talking hopelessly helplessly in love and are boarderline on our way out of love at the ( Read more... )

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1. basketball:
   cant live with it cant live with out it. tried it once in college not something i wish to do again
2. camp ton-a-wandah:
   a place i cant live without. its home. not like my house is home its something bigger and better. its me and me being me all at the same time. that makes no sense to you but to me it is what i ( Read more... )

its has been so long since i have written in this thing. i think that its because there has been so much on my mind i needed to sort it all out before i could even begin to put it into words. there are several different situations that have really been stressing me out. i dont know which to start with so im just gunna go. lets go with the most ( Read more... )

they say that home is where the heart is... well i would have to say that is true. whenever i am at my house after being at school and am on my way back to school i say i am going home. well my dad has always corrected me and said you are home. well i disagree with that. i know you all think you know where i am going with this...home sucks blah ( Read more... )

i love the way that songs romanticize life in different places. kenny chesney is my new romantic of choice. he romanticizes the islands better than anyone i have heard in a long time. it makes me want to live there. being the hopeless romantic that i am adds to my need to be there with someone i love in a place that is so increadible. now that i ( Read more... )

So i know this is strange but last night i was watching george michael behind the music on vh 1 and it really made me think. for me there's something about music and all the stories behind it that really make me think. at the end they always catch you up on what the artist is doing now. well george is currently living at his estate in london with ( Read more... )

sometimes i just wanna smack the shit outta certain members of my family. my family is so homophobic and i have pictures with friends making out in them and my sister started to look at them and in order to not "throw it in her face" i tried to stop her from looking at them and she got all bent outta shape. i just wanna smack the shit outta her ( Read more... )

so i sit here and one again im sad. a really close friend called me last night and told me that he was seriously thinking about going into the army. that made me realize exactly how i felt about him. i cried all night not knowing what to think about the whole thing. there are just so many issues involved with the way that i feel about it i dont ( Read more... )

have you ever had one of those days where you just wished that you could up and leave? I havent had one of those in so long i almost forgot that they existed. well today was that day for me. well tonight really but whatever. i just realized that camp starts this weekend and once again i am not there. i really miss and tonight really makes me wish ( Read more... )

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