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the song that perfectly described my life. its like my freaking soundtrack. its movin on by rascal flatts. and it goes like this ( Read more... )

well here i am again. its been a long time but i have just got to write. theres no one here to talk to and i dont even know that i can put this feeling into words. so anyway the story... a long time ago i was getting these IMs from someone and they were absolutely horrible. they were unkind and often cruel. whats worse is i had no idea who they ( Read more... )

im not even sure i know what to say about all this. the last year and a half has been the craziest experience i have had since my freshman year. I am going through that whole transformation again. only this time im 5 years older and supposed to have most of the answers. well it seems that with each new day come 100 new questions. this weekend ( Read more... )

would be an issue. i sit here in my room, watching my favorite tv show, surrounded by my friends and i realize how lonely i am. i dont mean lonely in everyday life. i have great friends and family and everything in my life is going just as i want it to. BUT, there is one aspect of my life that seems to be empty. its not that i want to be dating ( Read more... )

it has been far too long!!! there is so much going on i dont ven know where to start. i just made those coutries and states visited maps and im so disappointed in myself. i have all these places that i want to go but i havent been very many places. i need to get on that. i dont really know what is going on in my life at the moment but i find myself ( Read more... )

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I mean just when you think that all is good and well this shit hits the fan. I really hate that when i think things are cool and at least working to something that is civil they end up blowing up. well not blowing up really but passive aggressively blowing up. well that is just what has happened. in out cyber world that seems to be all that happens ( Read more... )

Well i guess one outta two aint bad. i thought i was two for two but i guess not. it only takes a little liquid courage to make life ok again and i am content with ok. its really sad that one got as bad as it did. there was so much anger and hurt and part of that was spurred by what i was told by other people. i was told that she was fine and she ( Read more... )