well the grandparents are moving down here this week. this isnt at all what i expected. grandpa is great but grandma is slippin and it scares me. her memory has never been great but it just seems to get worse as the days go on. getting old sucks! anyway i thought that this would be fun but it just sucks!

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i am just so confused. i think that about covers it...confused

well if it could have gone wrong by god it did today. it is all just spinning a bit out of control. i mean like whoa. i had a test today and i just dont think that i did all that well on it and im stressed about that. I have a test tomorrow and im totally not ready for it and that is not good b/c i have got to do well in this class. then i find out ( Read more... )

kenny chesney seems to be the music of choice today. i think this is b/c it has been the one calming factor in my life today. i had a great day with the boys. chandler swam well and i played tennis with them both. it was great but there was one thing that just seemed to hang over my head all day. i went to dinner tonight with some friends and it ( Read more... )

so life has been changing daily. i know that it has a tendancy to do that but lately it has seemed more drastic than usual. im always suposed to talk about it if i have a problem but b/c of recent discoveries im just trying to figure out if its all worth it. i have no idea anymore. i promised that i would talk about it but its just going to turn ( Read more... )

i love the rolling hills... and i miss them. i was reading someone's profile today and it was talking about this place in the mountains where you can be yourself and can find god in the trees and i totally knew exactly what she was talking about. i want to sit on the bridge just as the sun sinks down level with the trees and look out over the lake ( Read more... )

how is it that right now one part of my life can be so right and so great and another part of my life seems to be crumbling in my hands. im not pointing any fingers b/c its not any one thing that anyone did. its just that my life has changed so dramatically in the last year that eventhough parts of me are still the same i am not the same person. i ( Read more... )

ok so i have decided that i am going to keep a list of all the places i want to visit before i die. the list will include places i want to live and places i just want to visit. i will try and remember to update this often but we shall see how this works ( Read more... )