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May 17, 2009 12:51

Well, I'm back to myself again, thank God. It's been the week from hell, and that's saying something coming from me. To be honest, Watari wasn't totally to blame. *small smile* No matter how I try to justify it, it was my own stupidity that got me into this last situation. I'm just glad the people who care about me most were willing to set that ( Read more... )

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chigong_master May 17 2009, 17:24:40 UTC
I'm glad to hear you're back to yourself, my friend. **smiles** Honestly, I think the only people who will be disappointed that you've 'grown up' are the chibis...they had such fun with their new friend! ^_^

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man_of_meifu May 17 2009, 18:40:14 UTC
*small chuckle* I don't recall the details of my visit, but I know I had a good time. Did they know who I was? If so, what did you tell them?

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chigong_master May 17 2009, 18:50:43 UTC
**smiles** I'm glad you remember it being fun. You looked like you were thoroughly enjoying yourself.

Yes, they knew who you were. I told them it was a type of magic at work. They understand about youkai magic, so when I told them it was like that, only a bit different, they accepted it.

You and Kuan-Yin were quite the pair. She'd asked you if you'll still come play even after you're 'not magic' any more. ^_^

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man_of_meifu May 18 2009, 00:26:12 UTC
*soft chuckle* I'm glad your chibis are more open minded than the majority of the others in the world. *blush, smile* I bet we were awfully cute together, weren't we. ~_^

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mr_kagetsukai May 17 2009, 17:26:09 UTC
**soft smile** I wouldn't say I suffered. And really, despite the strangeness of it, it wasn't all bad, was it?..

...I really think you're being too hard on yourself...

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man_of_meifu May 17 2009, 18:42:46 UTC
*soft smile* No, Seiichiro. It wasn't all bad at all. And as I said, you took very good care of me.

*small smile* Perhaps a bit, but in retrospect, it was a foolish thing to do. I'm trying to let it go, though. But I do stand by my word. It won't happen again. ♥

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mr_kagetsukai May 17 2009, 18:55:56 UTC
Well then? Why do you still worry about what happened? No harm was done, was it? ♥

It was foolish, but you've learned from what happened, and if you say it won't happen again, then that means you've taken the lesson from it, and it's time to let it go. Beating yourself up over it isn't going to change what happened. Besides, the fact that you got Watari too has likely taught him not to leave things like that lying around.

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man_of_meifu May 18 2009, 00:26:59 UTC
Thank you, Seiichiro.

*chuckle* And I didn't think about that with Watari before. Perhaps it won't be as difficult as I'm envisioning it to be.

I love you...

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blueeyedkaiba May 17 2009, 17:39:29 UTC
**rolls eyes** Baka. You're completely misunderstanding everything.

First of all, willingness had nothing to do with it. The people who care about you were there for you. Period. No rationalizing, no qualifiers, no conditions. They just were. Because it's you. Quit trying to make it sound like we took on some Herculean task. It was weird, sure, but we all survived it, and none of us are any the worse for having experienced it.

Second, drop the pity party, ne? So you exercised a bit of bad judgement. So what? Everyone does. It doesn't make you stupid. Now if you do it again, then yes, I'm going to call you a retard and probably laugh at you. Mistakes are how we learn. Experience teaches us how to exercise good judgement. We gain experience through exercising bad judgement. It's a cycle. Get used to it.

It's over, things are re-established. What the hell do you have to gain by replaying the events over and over save for continuing to make yourself feel bad, and increasing your own worry and stress? Get a grip.

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man_of_meifu May 17 2009, 18:45:30 UTC
*blinks* I... *chuckles, grins widely* Hai, Seto-sama. ~_^

...and thank you. ♥

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blueeyedkaiba May 17 2009, 18:57:30 UTC
**nods** Remember what I said.

And don't think I'm not above trying to kick your ass to make my point.

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chefpiper May 17 2009, 22:13:00 UTC
I'm glad to hear you're back to normal. *soft smile* Don't be so hard on yourself, Sweetheart. It may have been a mistake, but I think it's safe to say that you learned from it, yes? Everyone makes mistakes sometimes. No one's perfect. *hugs*

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man_of_meifu May 18 2009, 00:29:04 UTC
*hugs back* Thank you, Darling. And yes. It's definitely safe to say I've learned my lesson this time.

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harpermd May 20 2009, 23:47:53 UTC
I'm glad you hear you're back to yourself, Tsuzuki.

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