Well, I'm back to myself again, thank God. It's been the week from hell, and that's saying something coming from me. To be honest, Watari wasn't totally to blame. *small smile* No matter how I try to justify it, it was my own stupidity that got me into this last situation. I'm just glad the people who care about me most were willing to set that
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Yes, they knew who you were. I told them it was a type of magic at work. They understand about youkai magic, so when I told them it was like that, only a bit different, they accepted it.
You and Kuan-Yin were quite the pair. She'd asked you if you'll still come play even after you're 'not magic' any more. ^_^
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...I really think you're being too hard on yourself...
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*small smile* Perhaps a bit, but in retrospect, it was a foolish thing to do. I'm trying to let it go, though. But I do stand by my word. It won't happen again. ♥
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It was foolish, but you've learned from what happened, and if you say it won't happen again, then that means you've taken the lesson from it, and it's time to let it go. Beating yourself up over it isn't going to change what happened. Besides, the fact that you got Watari too has likely taught him not to leave things like that lying around.
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*chuckle* And I didn't think about that with Watari before. Perhaps it won't be as difficult as I'm envisioning it to be.
I love you...
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First of all, willingness had nothing to do with it. The people who care about you were there for you. Period. No rationalizing, no qualifiers, no conditions. They just were. Because it's you. Quit trying to make it sound like we took on some Herculean task. It was weird, sure, but we all survived it, and none of us are any the worse for having experienced it.
Second, drop the pity party, ne? So you exercised a bit of bad judgement. So what? Everyone does. It doesn't make you stupid. Now if you do it again, then yes, I'm going to call you a retard and probably laugh at you. Mistakes are how we learn. Experience teaches us how to exercise good judgement. We gain experience through exercising bad judgement. It's a cycle. Get used to it.
It's over, things are re-established. What the hell do you have to gain by replaying the events over and over save for continuing to make yourself feel bad, and increasing your own worry and stress? Get a grip.
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...and thank you. ♥
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And don't think I'm not above trying to kick your ass to make my point.
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