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FK;LJAHDSFLJKSHDFHJKSDFHJSDFSDNJDSVND,CX,NX,NSDJFSDJKLFSKDKFDSFAFS LIFE IS INCREDIBLY GREAT I AM SO AWAKE I WANT TO CREATE SO SO MUCH I WISH FOR AN INFINITE DAY TO CREATE IT ALL

I WISH FOR AN INFINITE DAY

(maybe i need to move back to santa cruz)

dear internet,

even though i didn't finally kiss her, there was this moment when we gazed ecstatic into each others' eyes for several infinite moments and dissolved the dream.

today i spoke to

angela about sundays
sean about sugar
emily about adobe illustrator
casey about seeing each other tomorrow
caroline about marriage
alan about dave chappelle
suman about lavender yael about cats
ryan and jack about the naked guy
laura about the effect of video games on the youth

i have been somewhat down on my situation recently, as some of you might know, but i can find my way really easily sometimes, like with piano, incense, looking, and noticing things which are yours and therefore mine. i do think 90% of my general discomfort with the world has to do with the pillow i sleep on, which i mean literally. my constant ( Read more... )

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OH my FRIENDS i mISS YOU!!!!! i still feel uncomfortable in berkeley and my pillow makes my neck hurt and i want to leave and remember what it is like to be really excited about stuff, and i took the math GRE, and it was super hard, and after that i turned my weekend into new free time. yesterday i fixed my bike, then went and droned, then went ( Read more... )

go on google maps and look at a map of finland. the WHOLE THING IS FOREST. i really wish google had street view there. i can't imagine growing up in finland. where the forest is as infinite there as the ocean or the midwest is to us, or is there even a way to compare it at all? the forest is the backdrop for their minds there. that's so fuckin sick ( Read more... )

So this is my hardest semester of school ever, but for other reasons I have recently become somewhat angry at the institution of school. I have been so down with being in school until very recently because I FEEL THAT SCHOOL IS DRAINING THE MAGIC FROM THE WORLD. Perhaps it is "useful," but I prefer the magic. I have "senioritis". I want to leave ( Read more... )