I havent posted on this thing in the longest time, but im super excited bc i got a new job! i even get insurance with this one! its a real job with real wages and real breaks! i am just about exstatic and cant wait until my two weeks is done at the drug store! i hate that place! well, its just a matter of time now! talk to you all later. love ya!

so, work sucks... and everything else isnt going very well either. i am starting to really get frustrated with being single. in 5 days, it will have been a year. and for some reason, i dont know why, but i find myself wanting things that i know i cant have or are wrong to want. its like i know whats right and whats wrong, but it doesnt seem to ( Read more... )

I am realizing that christmas is 20 days away and i have no presents for anyone... how sad... well, i am going shopping tomorrow. i have the day off. hope i dont spend too much money. im a little bummed today, we put up christmas decorations at my house and i am just not into it at all this year. im not even really that excited about my birthday. i ( Read more... )

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want- good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.

ok, today was wierd!!! my uncle is in the hospital awaiting surgery for a freak accident and i heard from someone that i haven't talked to in years! it was cool though. i mean, we used to talk in middle school. how crazy is that! i was a little kid then, pretty much, and this guy remembers me....guess im an awesome person hard to forget...no j/k ( Read more... )

so tomorrow is thanksgiving and i am probably one of the only people in the free world that has to work. oh well, i could use the extra hours, my car isnt going to buy itself. lol. anyway, i had an ok day today, but i have a feeling things wont be that good for long. i am talking about work, if you couldnt tell, its ok sometimes, but a lot of times ( Read more... )

life is sucking lately. it has been like almost a year since i have had a bf and at first i liked it bc i had a bf for so long that i missed being able to come and go as i pleased and do what i wanted to do, and now, all i find myself wanting is another relationship, i am sort of scared to go there again considering what happened with the last one ( Read more... )

ok, so i am all for throwing my sister-in-law a baby shower, but i am so tired of running around for crap and its not even over yet. i just cant wait until the baby is here and then all the work that we are doing is going to be worth it. all the money and time spent wont seem like a big deal when we another little one to love and spoil...i cant ( Read more... )

so, any guys out there genuinely interested in a girl for more than just sex? i am starting to think that is a no. i am so tired of being single. it was fun for a while. doing what i wanted and not having to listen to anyone, until i realized that with that freedom, came not having that special someone to talk to when you had a horrible day and ( Read more... )

so, the last time that i posted i think i mentioned being over my ex enough to start thinking about a relationship. I dont see that statement as meaning anyone in particular, just meaning i am ready to move on with my life and leave everything i have been bummed about lately in the past. for some reason, however, i think that some people are ( Read more... )