It's so weird to be posting in this again after 2 years. Just, wow. I used to do this so much. Here's an update on my life ( Read more... )

I think this might be my last entry. Don't quote me but I don't feel much like keeping this anymore ( Read more... )

All the heartache in the world could not compare to what my heart feels right now ( Read more... )

Nothing too complex tonight on my mind - I just thought I'd mention that I absolutely love when I just take a shower, my hair is all wet and my ceiling fan blows down on it. It's like the best feeling during the dog days of summer ( Read more... )

There's so many things about me that I just am so unsure of anymore. My heart used to wrench for people to care about me, to worry, to love me, to love things about me. Now all I feel is some cold distance and carelessness for so many things that used to mean so much to me ( Read more... )

And then all in one second's time everything that was going so well just blows up all in my face ( Read more... )

I swear I can't do anything right. Ever. And as soon as I make one mistake, there always seems like there is a million things I do wrong. In my mom's eyes, I do absolutely everything wrong ( Read more... )

A strangled smile fell from your face ( Read more... )

Since you've gone I've been lost without a trace
I dream at night I can only see your face
I look around but it's you I cant replace
I feel so cold and I long for your embrace
I keep crying baby, baby, please...

I guess it's true when they say "the heart wants what it wants".

Yeah, so how about I completely forgot to pick my mom up a mother's day card? I feel like such an asshole. She isn't speaking to me currently. I don't blame her... :\

I have sting and the police stuck in my head. AHH.