band camp is tommorrow! aaaahhhhh! I'm excited and not at the same time! idk?

I'm not sure how I feel about anything right now.
I'm confused and I get hurt too easily.
it seems like the more I try and not care about something, it makes it hurt that much worse...idk....this is random...I just thought I'd share.

I need God. more than ever.

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well, today was a pretty good day ( Read more... )

the past week has been pretty cool ( Read more... )

well, guard camp is now over. I'm sad and not at the same time. The lake was AWESOME!!! shaving cream fights are the most fun a girl can have. no lie, that was probably the most fun I've had in a looooong time!

so...guard camp. the excitement has now worn off! I'm tired, but I'm about to go to sleep, so its all good! cheesecake factory was fun for the most part. I wish some more people had come. It would have been better then ( Read more... )

first of all, the person I'm talking about in this doesn't have a lj so don't feel like I'm mad at any of you, I just need to vent ( Read more... )

so, as expected we ended up not hanging out....b/c he wanted to go to bed! but we did talk on the phone for about 20 minutes which is the longest we've ever talked for. and it was a pretty good conversation. I'm so crazy about him! I just don't know what to do ( Read more... )

so, I was on myspace and I read someone's bulletin and it gave you this website that would give you a slogan. haha...so here is the one they gave me ( Read more... )