im lost ( Read more... )

do you ever hate being yourself? its not that im the problem, its that other people make me the problem. if that makes any sense at all. this is all just rediculous. everything and everyone is rediculous. so school is awesome if i havent said that before. i read a story from one of my english books and it was some lady bashing on the bible. well, ( Read more... )

so schools pretty tight. my teachers so far are pretty rad. ive already met some new people...and i saw vanessa so we went to jamba juice. it was tight. hahaha. ive ony seen a couple hott guys haha.anyways. i already have hella homework which is fucking gay but oh well.

im fuckin hungry.

so school starts tomorrow. im scared and exited.....and i dont know. haha ( Read more... )

i feel like im drifting apart from the world. im empty. the only way i can find myself is by drinking and partying and meeting new amazing people, and boys who will never love me. its a sick world and im living it in a sick way. i feel like my face and body are growing more beautiful each day i grow old, but my soul is melting into a black hole. my ( Read more... )

ive never wanted a cheeseburger so bad in my life. being drunk and having everyone around you drunk or fucked up sucks right now. all me and alex want is a cheeseburger, is that so hard to ask for ( Read more... )

everybody send me your numbers cause i lost my phone so i can call people!!

do it!......please. :)
oh and mad party again at my place tonite. bbq for lunch too. everyone is invited.

i had a really wierd dream last night... it made me think a lot about things and my feelings twards certian people. i woke up this morning from what seemed like an eternity of hell. ive never been more sick in my life. i think it was the mix of drinking and poor choices of food, because i didnt even drink that much honestly. i fealt like death was ( Read more... )

x-mas ruled. rye and johnny are still home and i feel amazing. surrounding yourself with good people is what its all about. and ive realized that hanging out with albert and charles wil get you to a party any night of the week. its insaine. and im suprised i havent gotten alchohol poisining yet ( Read more... )

so for once i feel happy. its a good thing ( Read more... )