hey, if you've been eating the same thing pretty much exactly for about 2months and eat slightly more one day, can anyone explain an uncomfortable feeling under te ribs which feels like someone's pushing them up from inside and vomiting-no effort required and technically after the food would normally have been digested it still coming up? these ( Read more... )

well my dears its lent, the beggining of 40days when you give something up, you sacrifice to pay homage to those who have sacrificed for you. You know, i too thought about what to give up, if i could really stick to it, or even whether i should even bother given that within let's say a week at most the cracks are already allowing some of the ( Read more... )

hey, i had my 500 today which given the 500 for every three day allowance effectively means a fast til friday when i can have up to 500 again dependant on whether or not i want to fast all weekend or spread the cals out over the days. I'm glad that many of my classes have been cancelled this week meaning that i shouldn't be too tired out and there' ( Read more... )

The more she tells me not to the more i'm determined, i cant help it i'm in too deep ( Read more... )

Howdy! Well today i'm all good, still way behind with work though, really need to get my ass into gear but as with anything-easier said than done! Did the whole 600 cals today, had 3 special k bars(270)man im gonna get sick of those, good thing they come with red berries or peach and apricot!and well, that they taste damn good!hehe a low fat low ( Read more... )

I'M BLUE, I'M ACTUALLY B L U E, hahahahahaha hehehehehehe hohohohohohoho sorry, random momentitio of overjoyedness but i shall reveal all (well within reason ( Read more... )

• I NEED to feel good again.
• I NEED to see and feel the bones beneath my skin.
• I NEED to see.feel.be perfect in my sin.
• I WON'T eat for hours.days.weeks.months.years
  yet nothing can hide the pain in my tears
• Where is my heart? beating like a drum
  oh no it's stopped.. I'm numb.

Hola a todos, how are we all today? is it just me or does everyone else feel so much more affected by their pms than they remember being pre-ed? i broke down in a tutorial today and had to excuse myself, i mean i know ive not had the least stressful weekend or day (dont even bother asking because i dont wanna bore y'all with a major rant!ahh!)but ( Read more... )

i was doing fine, managed to put chocolate into today's 600cal limit to stop any pre period craving from interfering and then i dont know where i went wrong but i hate hate hate that there are cafes everywhere here and at uni, like in every building they're trying to force feed us i swear!anyway, the horrid truth is that i ended up bingeing, and i ( Read more... )

hey guess what?! its sunny!:) :) im always so much more cheerful when the weathers like this as any shop customers no doubt noticed and were a bit scared by today given my incessant smiling, singing and whistling, yeah yeah so im a bit sickening at times!so sue me ( Read more... )