Here's to the ones that stand alone in they're room and think of what they once had. -Your better off and they never deserved that love you had to offer.

Here's to the ones that contimplate what they are doing with their lives -You are doing fine. Its slow and hard work but it will all be worth it in the end. And fuck the ones that try to bring you ( Read more... )

Promises of never letting things getting between us
or All the time we spent saying that all we needed was eachother
and i cant help but feel like 2nd best
Like what i have to offer is not longer enough
since now you have him in your life
Dont get me wrong
I love being around, supporting and having a good time with friends
but when ifeel like im being ( Read more... )

There's no purpose in wanting it anymore. I had it. It left. And now i look back and just realise its a disappointment. i dont Necassarily need anyone in my life, exspecially one to disappoint me. Waste of time and Engery. It will never come as easy to me as it did before. And i dont see the point, its not like i can even see some one worth trying ( Read more... )

i havent wirten anything in a while so i thought it was only nesaccary to write in another note (lame i know, but some how it makes me feel a little better)
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With every passing day, i realise the my life has changed more then i had ever thought. I look even in the last month and realise the things i have lost and gained.
i dont regret ( Read more... )

Wow i started this journal more then a life time ago (lol ok ok not that long) but it sure feels like it. Looking back at everything that has happened, the things i actually wrote about. Its a total blast from the past. I didnt know that i was going to grow up to be the person i am now, but i dont have any regrets. I actually didnt fuck up all that ( Read more... )

so here i am on a wednesday night at 2:36 am and eating kraft dinner with my new boyfriend adam... fun eh? days have been good to mando's. Monday wasnt the best... but when push comes to shove this was a great three last days of the school year... Ben will be coming out for the summer... which means... FUN FUN FUN... but chase wont be going to our ( Read more... )

lol no one has writen in their live journals lately... so since sarah is doing it... i think i shall to. lol well im bored. and my tummy hurts i just drank hot chocolate to fast and now my tummy hurts like i said already. ya so wut are all you up to? nothing? lots of stuff? well doesnt that sound interesting im very happy for you:) hmm.. wut is new ( Read more... )

im soo bored there is nothing to do... i here at home... BY MYSELF... no one is home.. becuz they're all at school... and im bored... im havea bacterial infection and well it isnt the swell... my throat hurts... i have a rash and i have a fever... im like OMG the sick kid i am.. i hate being sick... becuz being sick mean having to stay home... and ( Read more... )

eating soup.... mmmm.mmm..mmm good

uh huh thats right you heard me... i dont like your attitude... lol... :)** giggles... went to metrotown... and it was sure invigirating ( Read more... )