My birthday is in a couple of days. (AUG. 1st) and Eric said he was getting me a ring for my birthday. We went to look at some, and I found the one I wanted. A woman that I work with is going to have it sized at her husband's pawn shop for free. I'm very excited. Although, every time I mention to Eric about going to get it he gets very defensive. I ( Read more... )

Yesterday was our 8 month anniversary. I got a dozen red roses, steak and french fries. Or should I say American fries? Did they REALLY change the name on that?!? Anyways... after wards we went walking at the park. While we were walking we started talking about me moving back in with Eric. He asked me if I could really handle living with him ( Read more... )

Guy's are such idiots! There was a guy this morning who rode my ass all the way down Choctaw! I started to stop at Eric's shop, but the guy wasn't harassing me or anything so he wouldn't have pulled over. Well, he finally squeezed by me and this big huge van full of mexicans. When he did he almost rear-ended me! So then we got to the red light at ( Read more... )

I just talked to Eric. He's on his way to a big job. They have another crew and their boss meeting them out there to help. You can tell he's nervous. He works for a glass company and they install shower doors and mirrors on mostly brand new homes... and sometimes lived-in homes. Every once in a while they have to install these huge mirrors or ( Read more... )

This weekend was pretty good. Friday night we went to the gameroom & then to some guys house. I wasn't too comfortable with being at that guy's house, but we didn't stay too long so it's good. Saturday we went to the car show at Jerry Lane. We got there at 2 and it was over with. We thought it started at two, but I guess that's when it was over. We ( Read more... )

I read some of Matt's old journal entries. As I was reading them I couldn't help but wonder if that's how Eric feels but just can't find those perfect words to descibe it. Casey is/was so lucky! (I'm not sure if they are still together, that's why I said is/was) I'm in the mailroom right now with Chevy. She's on the phone with her boyfriend, ( Read more... )

I just got off the phone with kristen. She had her baby about 2 and a half weeks ago. Her fiance' already left her. That is exactly why I am so afraid of having kids. I'm scared I'd have to do it on my own. I just talked to Eric too. We're trying this "space" thing. He says we spend too much time together, and that we need to try spending a day ( Read more... )

My sunburn is starting to get better. My eyes are swollen today, from cying all night last night. See, I think I'm late for my period... so that would mean that I might be pregnant. I'm worried. Eric's not making it any better. He straight out told me that if I weren't pregnant he would be happy and if I am pregnant... he wouldn't be happy for a ( Read more... )

This weekend was pretty fun. Saturday Eric, my brother and me went fishing in Ramah. I didn't catch anything. Eric caught 3 fish, but they were too little to do anything with. In some kind of way all of our poles were broken, so it was a little aggravating at times. We were suppose to be in Grand Isle this weekend, but Eric's loyal friends never ( Read more... )

Well, it has certainly been a very long time since I (actually anyone) has posted in here. But that's okay! That just means that I can say whatever I want, and know that since no one comes here... I don't have to worry about anyone reading anything I say. Eric and I broke up for a short time, but we are back together. The 21st will be our 8th month ( Read more... )