i think i have broken this, it won't let me view my journal. but anyway after about spending about an hour reading my best friends' entries i have come to realise that she isn't my best friend anymore...well at least in her eyes.
i really should be revising, but if i do any more atm my head might explode. i feel honestly sick. 3 exams tomorrow that i really need to do well in. oh dear. i just know that eveyrhting is just going to fall apart.
also, i hate thoose stupid ten things about ten people, let's tag them things. GRRR!
i wish i knew what he is on about. it's not funny. and if it's something pathetic..i'm going to go mad. i say if, but i know it will be. i REALLY haven't done anything. i ACTUALLY really LOVE him. :(
..like how to deal with despair or someone breaking your heart. for twelve years i've held it all together but a night like this is begging to pull me apart. i played it quiet, left you deep in conversation. i felt uncool and hung out around the kitchen. i remember i kept thinking that i know you never would, and now i know i want to kill you like
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