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Oh, the irony...
I know it's been a while since I posted. LJ says 60 weeks. That seems like a lot, but I guess they would know. And now that I'm finally compelled to write, it is my active lack of interest in my subject that compels me to do so. I am just so ridiculously tired of hearing about Tiger Woods and who is or was or will be in his bed that I am ready to ( Read more... ) -
overachiever?
So I've been having trouble sleeping lately. Actually, that would be an understatement. I've been going days without sleeping plus having migraines, both of which are triggers of sorts for sleepwalking. Though to call what I do 'sleepwalking' seems something akin to calling what Michelangelo did 'doodling'. I seem to go all out. When I do ( Read more... ) -
Is Mine The Only Inbox on Idiocy Overload?
I don't know about you, but I have pretty much had all I can take of the ludicrous, inflammatory, irrelevant, often completely fictional e-mail forwards I get every day. Maybe it's just my family (the source of 90% of the tripe I receive on a daily basis). It's tiresome. It clogs up my inbox. And it often makes me sad.
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Cry for help or just a good cry? What, really, is the difference
Did you ever feel completely and utterly alone? Invisible? Irrelevant?
Did you ever just feel like you could fall off the face of the planet and nobody would even notice for days?
Did you ever feel the visceral need for physical contact - to be held by another human being, their touch reminding you for a few moments of your own humanity, your own ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
So I was a band nerd in high school. From an early age, I acquired an appreciation for music of all sorts, and even after I gave up the piano lessons and the French horn, that love has not left me. Music has always been a powerful influence in my life, from writing to singing to praising to mourning loss to simply sharing and thus doubling my ( Read more... ) -
The sky had better be falling
So it's before six in the morning. I finally fell asleep last night after 2. A noise must have roused me, and then I freaked out thinking I'd overslept. I was just too comfortable, something had to be wrong. Well, it was. Besides the obvious injustice of my being fully conscious at such an unholy hour, I heard what can only be described as the ( Read more... ) -
Crossing Fingers...
I got a call today from the school. I have an interview tomorrow at 2:40. I also now have a terrible case of the nerves. I HATE interviews. But, I REALLY want/need/gotta have this job! -
Cautiously Optimistic...
So times have been more than a little trying lately. I've been stuck in a rut of my own creation, and for a while now have not been able to see any hope of escaping it. I've never had a great sense of direction, but I don't recall a time in my life where I have been so lost. I lost my sense of self, who I was, what I wanted. And when you can't ( Read more... ) -
Seriously?
So, needless to say, when my honey announced that he'd be gone on his business trip for damn near a month, I was miles away from thrilled. Since we got together, I think we've spent maybe two weekends apart. We're no good at it, as he would say. So a MONTH??? I had visions of long, lonely nights...just me and the Molly watching TV and sulking ( Read more... ) -
woot! goes the loony insomniac
I can't sleep. Nothing terribly unusual there. But tonight I have been too distracted by a dangerous new discovery on the internet to deal with the TV, so I have been permanently scarred by two infomercials in a row. If you haven't seen the ad for the "Hip Hop Abs", well you just wouldn't understand. It is something special. And directly ( Read more... )