I always have this emotional block up. Its much needed. Everytime I trust someone something happens. I know I always say this, but I wish things could be how they used to. Its really hard sometimes for me to understand what has been going on. When did I hit depression? I havent gone to see anyone, but I dont need to. I know I am and it sucks. Well ( Read more... )

The other day I decided that I was going to move on. I was going to stop dwelling on the past and just move forward with my life. Ive become a huge hermit crab and I not only wanted to get out there socially but romantically as well ( Read more... )

Sooo I have sun poisoning

My dad hit my car AGAIN and its pretty much not driveable

I saw pictures from the wedding

My mom put his number under a different name in her cell phone in an attempt to trick me

I moved into my apartment on Monday and I lovveee it

My brother is a football captain for SHS!

Im still sooo confused over next year

Sometimes I forget this thing exists. But then I'll get in a mood to write, just write. Write about everything wrong thats going on. Its funny how you never want to update when good stuff is actually happening. Nate gets married in ONE WEEK. I'm still upset by the whole situation and its not cuz I want to be the one standing at the alter with him. ( Read more... )

I was never in love with Mike. As I look back at pictures or think back to last summer I realize I loved having someone there, but I wasnt in love with him. I dont cry over him still and I dont wish he was here with me for the rest of my life. I dont look at pictures wondering how I could change things ( Read more... )

So this seriously had to be one of the WORST weekends of my life. Seriously. Out of all the things I had to choose from, I chose the one that made the most sense. Go to New Jersey to my cousins first communion and give free makeovers. Although I knew I had a 10 pg paper due Mon, an 18 pg due on Tue along with three written finals and a 8 pg due on ( Read more... )

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Im not sure when the last time was when I wrote in this. Soo much has happened, but Im not going to sit here and try to recap everything because I wouldnt know where to start. But, I have realized a lot of things lately. I'm happy in North Hall. Its changed me for the better and has introduced me to a lot more people. If I didnt live here Im not ( Read more... )

I deserve better. And I love how I constantly need to tell myself that, yet I still go back to that person. WHY?????

There are always forks in the roads. Often time we aknowledge the different roads, yet take the ones we know we shouldnt. Then we compain. But, still, we choose the ones we want at the time. We might know its wrong, know its not what we really want, still it intriges us. Or we're just too scared to take the other road. Maybe we're afraid of getting ( Read more... )