"Stop what? Cheering you up?
Or is life supposed to stop because you did something horrible?
I'll tell you the real horrible truth:
No matter what you do, or how bad you feel about it, life just goes on.
Life doesn't give a fuck that you're sorry or upset or deranged or tormented.
Life just goes on, and you gotta go on with it, or sit in the middle of ( Read more... )

I'll never live there again,
because HE fucking gets it.

personally, I think it's bullshit.

so, very delayed update, but it's rather hard seeing as I don't have a computer anymore.


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I'm done going out of my way to try to be nice to people, I just end up getting treated like shit.
I have my own opinions and I can, and will, speak my mind. probably about more stuff than I should, but oh well.
so, call me a bitch, a slut, a stoner, whatever makes you feel good about yourself. 
I don't care, you're entitled to your opinion, just as I ( Read more... )

I should've turned and ran like hell.

today in Trig, I made a list.
a full page list of things I hate about myself.

it's still growing.

I am the biggest fuckup, ever.

shackled and blistering,
its now lust that holds my hand.
tonight I’ll find my way.
so now you think this is safe;;
oh boy, you better be careful.
I’ve never had the chance for this kind of love.
I’m infected and coming undone.

people like you are the reason I have trust issues.
thanks alot, asshole.

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