i'm terrible.
nothing more.

i'm on the verge of self destruction.
suffering because i gave up on myself && everyone.

&& i feel like running head first into traffic.

i take the abuse because i like it

i was serious when i said i liked you.
you may play with emotions, but i don't.

i want snake bites.

nothing makes sense anymore, when murder's just a mistake that you have made.

forever isn't long enough to forget the faces && places that played out your tragedy.

the betrayal && the blood became inseparable from the most beautiful nightmare i've ever had.

the events of the past 128 hours.

monday billy shane lyndsay && brittanyC came home on my bus. we went and picked dee up then went to 7-11 and herpes. then went back to dee's house and played some euchre and watched madagascar.

tuesday went to wal*mart with brittany brothers.

wednesday me dee && brittC watched like 4 episodes of sex&thecity and ( Read more... )