mmkay.

nothing really the last couple days.

exams @ school = half days.

wednesday, me & jessica dyed my hair. it looks no different. i hate my hair.

thursday, hung out with shane, which caused me & lyndsay to get into a big fight. which sucks.

friday, walked to the chinese place & cvs with dee. carried chinese food all the way back to kurt's house ( Read more... )

well. the show was awesome. shane punched me and charlie-horsed my arm and i couldn't lift it up for a day and a half. but astl is amazing. the weakend was grand too. got to see danny and jamie. nick and austin are fags and didn't go. me and deanna jumped in puddles a bunch. i was sick the rest of the weekend. : ( oh well.

idk.

everything is pretty muffed up right now.

i dislike some of my parents greatly && some of my friends? are being shitheads.

there's a show friday, which should make the start of my weekend pretty fricking awesome.

but who knows, with my luck... it'll probably just suck like everything else lately. oh well, what can you do?

so.

tonight. was awesome. went to the show to see my best friend's band play (rise and fall). edmund fitz && ed <3 program were there too. saw everyone, which made me very happy. idk. it was a really good night... but then again it really wasn't.... i think that's because i'm amused by somethings, and somethings made me sad. but that's okay..... i' ( Read more... )

• alrighty. so went to lyndsay's grandmas house on wednesday. stayed up until like 4am talking on the phone with her, danny, && jamie. interesting convos?!

next day we woke up at like 1.15 and hauled ass and got picked up by danny's mom at like 2. went to his house. which was fun, except we all laid around with eachother. tom came over too, but didn ( Read more... )

it's finally wednesday!!!

hehe YAY.

going to lyndsay's gmas soon. then dannys tomorrow. and the show!! =D. i miss everyone lots so i can't wait to see them all!

i cannot wait.

Two Names You Go By
1. mandi
2. hey you

Two Parts of Your Heritage
1. german
2. polish

Two Things That Scare You
1. spiders
2. creepy people

Two Everyday Essentials
1. music
2. shower

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now
1. jeans
2. neon orange zipup

Two of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists
1. from first to last
2. as i lay dying

Two Things You Want in a ( Read more... )

it's fucking break!!!

hmm. nothing really here. my life is pretty boring. oh well?

hopefully show next week with lyndsay and danny. and sowboarding with brittany. and making purses with deanna.

<3

nothing really the last couple days.

because my life is fucking babysitting because my mom is a moron.

talked to danny alot. we decided our wedding will not be white and i will wear fishnets and sonny will be the priest. haha. we're losers.

today i hung out with garrett. first time in forever. fun stuff. =]

yea that's about it.

sometimes reality has a way of sneaking up and biting us in the ass. and when the damn bursts, all you can do is swim.

the world of pretend is a cage, not a cocoon. we can only lie to ourselves for so long. we are tired, we are scared, denying it doesn't change the truth.

sooner or later we have to put aside our denial and face the world. head on ( Read more... )