Can I just find a good guy out there? Someone who wants to settle down, get married and start a family. Is that too much to ask for?

Talk about some stress... here we go!

I have some decisions to make and they aren't exactly the easiest. I'm trying to decide if I should continue living at home, save money, and go back to school, or get my own place and pick up more hours. It's like, I know which one is the right choice but is it the BEST choice for me? I have been dying to get ( Read more... )

I broke up with Jason tonight... officially. I bawled my eyes out. Honestly I don't even know what to say. It just doesn't seem real because we've gone through this a billion times. I feel alone and lost, like there's nothing left of me. Am I even doing the right thing? I guess if we're meant to be together we'll be together someday. It really does ( Read more... )

It seems like I'm always upset lately, and I know why. It's because there is this certain person in my life who has the worst mood swings ever! Yes, we're talking about Jason. We got over the whole thing that happened with the parade and we actually had a couple of really good days. We were both in good moods, and played games at my house, went ( Read more... )

Here is what happened...

Even though Jason and I are broken up we went to the Fruitport Old Fashioned Days together last night. We just went as friends and had a good time. Then I heard about the Memorial Day Parade going on today and REALLY wanted to go, but I didn't have anyone to go with. So I asked him if we could go together. So we both planned ( Read more... )

Life is getting a little tricky for me. There is way too much stuff going on! I'm trying to figure out where I'm going in life. I wish I could just be laid back and not care about anything, but I can't. I'm the type of girl who needs a plan, I need to know what's in the future. I feel stuck between High School and Marriage, it's horrible! The ( Read more... )

It's been like a week since I last posted! I should have a ton to talk about, but honestly I can't remember too much. All I've really been doing is working and hanging out. A few nights ago we had a girls night at Laura's... but the guys were there too so it kind of turned into a girls/guys night. But it was fun! We had a fire and made s'mores, ( Read more... )

Last night I went to the fundraiser for Tami David. It was fun! But I put a bid on some tanning stuff in the silent auction, and I won! So here is what I got... Outrageously Sexy Fast Action Double Dark Tanning Lotion (8.5. oz), 100 minutes of tanning, tanning glasses, a cute little purple bag holding some wink-ease, view-keepers, tanning heart ( Read more... )

A lot of craziness in my life lately. Jason and I aren't doing the best... because of me. Sometimes I go through these crazy moodswings and freak out on him. I am seriously emotionally phsyco! I feel bad for him putting up with me, but he could walk away if he wanted to. I guess that's a good thing that he's not, huh? I don't know. I'm just ( Read more... )

Last night was insane! Amanda and I went to the hospital to be with Rhonda while she had her baby. To be honest, I was freaking out at first. I was shaking and felt like I might pass out. After awhile I was fine, Rhonda and Jeff were so calm so why was I freaking out? I can't even describe all the emotions I went through, but it was truley amazing ( Read more... )