wow i love how even since ive graduated my life has been crazy and full of new things that have happended to me! some good some great some bad and some just the same old... its great i dint go to school... im taking a year off... workin gotta make some loot!! haha cuz i like to spend it! i would have been making more money in the end if i did go ( Read more... )

Well i did it... i gradgitated! horray for me...i now dont know what the hell im doing! i feel so lost... alone and confused... like they say the real world sucks and if this week is anyhthing like its going to be... its not going to be cool... this last week was supposed to be about me and i feel like evryone else is wrapped up in there own thing ( Read more... )

SIGH! its finally over!!! wooo today we got out caps and gown and all that jazz and had our first marching practice... witch was boring... im with cool people so im all set and it should be a good time!! i cant wait till its over! i got out of school at like 9:30 today as well as all week i beleive!! then i went tanning... i figured i need to as ( Read more... )

i got a job! woo! i work at the old Amherst General! its a good time ::eye roll:: no its really not that bad! i get minimum wage plus tips i worked thursday and friday and i work again on tuesday and ALONE on Thursday! ahh! but oh well its money i think i can handle it... maybe! ill get used to it though and its not far from home and everyone there ( Read more... )

Sigh... 29 days of what ive done for all my life left! its some pritty crazy stuff.... i feel like my life had been just wicked shitty lately.. its wierd soo many things are changeing and i HATE change... i figure if i put things off then i wont have to do them... such as a job... money for school next year... ugh just shit... were getting our caps ( Read more... )

Well today id senior skip day and i wanted to go to bar harbor like everyother senior practialy! but i didnt get home from the POLICE STATOIN untill like 11! i was brought in fro some questioning because of mandies friend porter and he ODed on sumthing and got sooo trashed and i gave him a ride to get all this booze! i never thought i would ever ( Read more... )

its snowing outside right now! what the F! stupid maine! i knew the weather was to good to be true!! haha but i didnt go to school ne way and left in so what the hay! haha and i still get to go in town to chill with caitlin... its johns b-day... but i dont get to have my car =0( sister has a docters appt.! oh well! haha just thought id update! haha ( Read more... )

i love spring days! to bad it has to rain tommorow damn it! haha i love wakeing up to blue skys... birds sining... a sunny drive to school in the morning and blue sky when i get out of school... the driving bumpin the 50 cent or led zepplin as today! with the windows down just chillen!! its a good time!!=0)

Today was such an icky day! i hate rain it makes my days bad!lol oh well.. i got out at 12 today from school ::what else is new?:: drove arounf till 1:30 with mandie but what else do i do! haha i need a raise! haha she deff gets her 10$ of gas out of me! and then some! but i guess it gives me sumthing to do! people to chill with! bumpin the music ( Read more... )

Today was like an awesome day out side... i woke up to blue skys and sun... when i went to start my car this morning i could hear birds chirping! it was really awesome... i love spring weather its the best!! Easters comeing soon.. it will be the first one with out my mom! haha its not like EAsters a huge deal or ne thing... no big traditions or ne ( Read more... )