thing are kind of ok. me and randy spent the whole weekend together, which was sweet,but we go into this conversation about us and he said that he likes it better like this we do out own thing during the days and when we can we spend time together buti caint do this forever i need the commitment, well maybe not the commitment but just the boyfriend ( Read more... )

ive been ok lately somewhat ive been having really bad mood swings lately, but that is cause stress thinking aboutif me and randy will get back together. sometimes i think we will but alot of the time i dont think we will. sometimes hes all flirty but other times he really isnt. but what can i do. nothing really but the sex is still good, actually ( Read more... )

alot of things are changing for some reason i dont know why but lee and curtis broke up and me and randy are starting to get along a little better now. i do think that soon enough we will get back together but i just will wait. but i choped a piece of my finger off at work it sucks but i got vidiken for it anf gave it to randy and he got ( Read more... )

i forgot about all the shit ive had to deal within the past few days, cody tricias x boyfriend is lying to people saying thati asked him to sleep with me when it was the total opposite he asked me and i told him that i t wasent a good idea, why would i do that to tricia i mean i did do that to her for randy but he didnt need to be in that situation ( Read more... )

i feel bad randy got his car stolen and i want to help him, but he went to tricia first, that makes me so jealous. i love him so much and all i want to do is help but he went to her. that pisses me off. but whatever i guess its not that important but it feels like he doesnt want me to help him with anything, but im used to helping him when things ( Read more... )

This is my life ( Read more... )

i am tired of bullshit and all this shit talking it makes me want to kill cody and trisha becasue she thinks im like this evil person out to ruein her life but i doing the total opposite, fuck her and it makes me mad that randy wont stick up for me and tell her that i am not like that i would never do a thing like that. he is falling into her hole ( Read more... )

i am ( Read more... )

I got your back ( Read more... )

I just want to hold you ( Read more... )