An intense feeling hit my stomach. I worry too much. Why do I worry myself sick, most literally sick. I get physically ill worrying about someone else and how they are doing. I care so much I let my skin crawl from hot to cold rapidly and in the end everything is fine. Everything is always fine I just worry so much that it comes natural to assume ( Read more... )

I can't believe that my mom is giving my bedroom to her best friend/my aunt, so i can "sleep on the couch" which translates to moving into my poor boyfriends house and bombarding his space because my mom is trying to help someone by screwing over her daughter. did i mention that they are going to be using all of my furniture and i just get my ( Read more... )

So last night I'm laying in bed with mark and i had just got done enjoying some amazing velveta. Then we're watching family guy and i look up for a brief moment at the ceiling. That's when the room was spinning, way too much. Everything was anitmatd and I could only escape it by closing my eyes. Even then I felt like I was spinning. I didnt know ( Read more... )

pissed duh

Out of all of the mistakes in the world I could possibly make, I make the worst piece of shit mistake I could possibly ever make. I try to hide it beneath everything and act as though it never happened, because I am ashamed beyond belief. I am chilled to the core at the fact I would ever do anything like this, because it isn't me. But when your ( Read more... )

I'm really afraid of never getting out of this funk. Feeling encased in such a revolving circle. The same thing everyday, I either work or don't. I don't do anything or put my mind to one certain thing. I lay and think of all the stupid things I have said and done. Making it absolutely positive that I am my own reason of sadness. Driving everyone I ( Read more... )