It's been about ten days now and the difference between me now and then is like night and day. I'm not saying I am better but I believe I am well on my way.

I actually feel hopeful...

My heart is fucked up. At least that's what I thought it was. These days I have been having an irregular heartbeat and panics for no reason. It happens all the time. I cant even try to be in large groups anymore, just don't work. So I reached a point where I could not live my life like a normal person and I went to the doctor today. After much ( Read more... )

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i misread the GA application and thought i could just leave mine of Dr. Vito's desk. Turns out I needed to mail it. The deadline is at 5 today so I guess I can kiss that one goodbye. Big Major Opps.

I have lovely nights but I always feel so suicidal in the mornings. The feeling goes away within a few hours but I wish I knew what was wrong with me.

I have injured my back. It seems that there are pulled muscles and ligimates with evidence of disk damage. It could be one or the other, it could be both. There is not too much the doctors can do for me. My main treatment is stretches and I have some pain meds. Problem is, he said I can expect a 90% recovery if it is just a strain, less if it is a ( Read more... )

I just won a custom lucky pack ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning feeling so bad about my life. I feel so disconected from those I love. I fear I only stand to lose more. I'm afraid of losing everyone I care about. The only people I'm NOT afraid of losing or worried about my status with are mt guys in Japan (yes you). I'm really secure there. *sigh* I think its a good idea to talk about ( Read more... )

Grad level Serial Killers course with Dr. Holmes over the summer! (Dr. Holmes is one of the leading authorities on the subject and one BIG reason I wanted to go to U of L JA dept.) I'm there if it kills me. Oh, and he is chairing my thesis if it kills me. *Criminology geek joy overload*

First of all, I need a budget. I'm thinking one in checking, one in savings, one in checking, one on credit, one in checking, one in big savings. I think I'm going to try and do that. That means I will still be kinda poor but oh well. I'm a student, thats what we do. Last night Dr. Edwards asked us how much money it would take to get our attention ( Read more... )