looking at this week i know i am fucked... i am fucked till urinetown goes up... so close to graduation must graduate must be able to do homework... anyways yeah cutting backk at the wrong time... more things to deal with less happy of situation and such but what can you do... charlie disappears again..

Its a slow long and painful processes... this is the second time but this time i am trying to do it more gradually... i will see how it works. it other respect i am... i don't know graduation is close work has increased by alot and i am just plain torn. i don't understand how the fuck certian things keep happening... i actualy do i just i don't ( Read more... )

hmmm so life has been good lately. well i should say i am reacting to life more so its different. but anywho yeah the first time in a while i feel some peace. i am just accepting and trying to just be myself and not worry or anything. i don't know but i had a good night last night and even though it was not long i enjoyed myself and was content. ok ( Read more... )

so i remembred this exists and yeah.. tomorrow, paper due at 10, german final at 1 and philosophy at 4.. then the next at 10:30 I got darwin final.. all finals could be take home... yeah too much to do but then i am done and such...

OH MY GOD.... my room is so very clean... well its still somewhat dusty but theres not crap everywhere.. i threw out so much and just organized and stuff.. i am just plan amazed by my room at the moment... anyways must burn lots of stuff :) i nice symbolic cleanizing... Anyways I am feeling great at the moment and hope that tomorrow i can tackle ( Read more... )

School has begun and reading for class must begin... i got myself a full day and it should be intresting to see how it all shapes up... anywho i better get my self to school.... stupid class...

i am back in davis now, I left at 8pm yesterday and got here about 8am or 9am something like that... I slept in the back of my car twice so i didn't die... I had a good break. I met a girl and we hit it off, but atlast neither of us could put the other through long distance. but maybe someday we will work out. anyways i enjoyed my new years at ( Read more... )

I shot much of my commerical tonight... it was amazing.. i love pierce and rob. Many shots were great and while some were a little slow but i am hoping it all looks great in the end i love it so far and tomorrow should be good. yay to bed... its late...

can my dreams of calling cues just stop... i have been when i been waking up having a dream of calling certian cues like the crappy ones... it makes me sad...

i am so exhausted... these 8am-11pm with barely any breaks kills me...tomorrow will ssuck cause i got from 4-11 booked with crap... also i got school to be at school from 8:30-12:00 so i got a 4 hour break but it never is such as that... anyways yeah its been a long while and i am glad its coming to an end... i like having the show to run... i just ( Read more... )