I still feel the same, though everything has changed the pain it costs now. I feel lost inside of my own name. But i keep living for the day that I'm with you. The past left its stain, now i feel the shame. I'll seize the day if you take away the chains of yesterday. These clouds around you break your fall as you come crashing to the ground. Did ( Read more... )

wow christmas is sooo soon... presents still need to be bought man is it ever crazy... oh well i cant wait to be with the fam..:D anyways just alittle update everything is fine with me right now had an awesome time with kathy on the friday.. LOVE HER

1) Who are you ( Read more... )

well i'm alittle better thyan i was thinkgs are starting to look up which i like.. i'm sitting in the library and just got a lovely e-mail from the bf:D made me very happy.. things are getting better with us we wanna make it work and i hope it does.. now all i have to do it work on other shit~

peace out
amanda

as everyone says once in their life nothing changes i just dont wanna be dragged along for the ride if its not meant to be its not meant to be i can handle that sure i would be upset but i'm a stronger person than many people imagine... i dont like the way it is now so it has to change otherwise i'm not sure how much more i can take!

Manduh Jay

i hate it.. everything blows i thought i could trust him.. i guess i was wrong i dont think i have ever been this hurt before....... i'm just not good enough i suppose.... thats what i feel i'm not good enough for anything i'm just a useless live being... :( i dunno what to do.. i love him tho

-Birthplace: Richmond Hill ( Read more... )

wow am i ever in a weird mood i dunno really how i feel right now i'm just blaaaahhh. Man do people over piss me off.. life can just fucking suck sometimes. i like the way things are but at the same time i want them to change sometimes i wish things were the same they use to be i could just be me and not worry about things i never use to. i miss my ( Read more... )

Everyone needs their proof ( Read more... )

well here i am all done and finshed with the livejournal apperance thanks to maggie! thanks! well life is alright for me right now. I am living a life i never knew would be possible ro even probable. Life changes and me as a person i hate change but i am really learning to accept it. its alomst something that cant be avoided. Well i'm gonna have to ( Read more... )