The truth will set you free. Those words never meant so much as they have this past week. I didnt want things to go down the way they did but in a way im kinda glad its how it happened. Things are better. :)

I’m finally becoming happy. Yeah i do things im not suppose to do. So fuckin what. I am finally getting over the death of Jolie. I never ever thought i would be able to say that. It surprising took a meeting with a preacher to realize a few things. Another thing i never thought i would say. I learned that for every positive there is a negative ( Read more... )

so the argument before leaving to go to the hospital will go like this

mom: get dressed
me: i am
mom: put on a bra!
me: no i have to take it off when i get there anyways
mom: we are not leaving till you put on a bra
me:*puts it on* this is so fuckin stupid

so its 12:40 and i am awake and thirsty. i want my damn koolaid ugh

 So my surgery is tomorrow morning pretty much like 17 hours or so from now. I have to arrive at the hospital at 6am and my surgery is suppose to be around 8. There is 2 little babies before me awww. I have been pretty nervous about all this. So much has been going on though that is not helping.

Lets go back almost 2 weeks ago...apparently i did ( Read more... )

So Feburary 25th is surgery day. i have to arrive at the hopsital at 6am but dont know when surgery will be. It wont be as bad this time since they dont have to break my nose, well i mean they dont think they will. The main thing is they dont know what they will do till they get in there. They tried to do the camera up the nose thing at the doctor ( Read more... )

I am having surgery February 25th. i have to be at the hospital at 6am. not sure when my surgery is im sure its like at 8 or something. i will update more later. people better leave me lots of love on my phone and facebook to wake up too from surgery

I hate that we arent friends anymore. I hate that there is nothing i can do about it. I hate that i really dont understand it.

I hate this damn flu it sucks so bad. I have missed 4 days of work now because of this. Jessica's wedding is in 2 days and i will seriously die if i can not go. I CANT miss it. She means so much to me. I swear even if i ( Read more... )

i broke up with josh. he hasnt even called or texted me since then so i see how much he really cared about me.

i got my birth control shot on Wednesday and it messed up my back. The nurse hit a nerve in my back. I can barely walk. I can sit up for maybe 30 minutes and then i have to lay back down. Pretty much all i can do is lay in bed cause that is how i am ...the most comfortable. Living off of pain pills so im sleeping alot. i am ready ( Read more... )