Your whole life waiting on the ring to prove you're not alone...

[maneykin]

Boy oh boy, a few years ago if someone told me this was going to be my life, I wouldn't have believed them. Everytime I think things are going to work out for me, everything gets fucked up. I just wonder how long before I break, before I can't take anymore. I wonder if the feeling of being completely alone ever goes away. I even when you're not

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[krestin]

Good lord, this is like reading my own journal entry that I've made for oh the past 3 years or so. I know exactly how you feel, just hang in there. Fight and hang in there. You do what you gotta to for those you love.

[maneykin]

Thanks Pooh. I feel like I'm hanging by a thread here. I'm trying to be strong but I'm sooooo fucking tired. I know things will work out, I HAVE to believe that. It's just the waiting, I fucking HATE time! I freakin LOVE your icon btw...it just says so much.