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"The stuff dreams are made of"
God, why are they here, someone that you care about so much for some reason but can't seem to ever tell them that, yet you try and do your best with them talking being friends letting anything slide but, they never seem to notice, remember or care, fuck i sound like a whiny bitch so i should stop now......................................... -
People...Yeah....Well...Shit
God, i never came to realize that there are so many people out there in the world, some that just make you so amazed to be alive, some you can talk to for hours and still want to talk on, others you try to forget but you know you never will no matter how long you live or no matter how far away you move the smallest memory of them catches up, people ( Read more... ) -
War of The Worlds
It's been a long time since i made any sorta entry, God, that's about it for now if i am lucky i will not make another entry for god knows how long, Well, Fuck -
Forgotten...Nah...Empty...Lost...well those are different stories
People people people people people people people people, What the fuck am i? i know a difficult question that people ask themselves all the time...ok fine a question i ask myself all the god damn time, I can't see anything anymore What i should do, what i should work for, i can't fucking believe how materialistic i am, what a scab i am to my family ( Read more... ) -
Life or whatever the hell you call it
"Hell is the place of those who have denied; They find there what they planted and what dug, A Lake of Spaces, and a Wood of Nothing, And wander there and drift, and never cease Wailing for substance."-W.B. YEATS, The Hour Glass ( Read more... ) -
My condition
Yeah Yeah oh Yeah my condition my condition was in ( Read more... ) -
The Life and Death of Someone Who Was Never There
The title does not mean anything as dramatic as it sounds, it is just an intresting concept that intrigued me, think about someone who is born but has no real personality and never really existed what kind of life could someone like that have and what kind of death would that be "would anyone notice?" Well the big fourth day is tommorow!!!!!!! i am ( Read more... ) -
Last Senior Kairos
the last Senior Kairos was tonight! My God, So many people There, it was so nice to see so many people that meant so much to me, I saw Megan from my small group, and of course i saw Kendel who looked amazing, both were in my small group, I saw also a friend of mine of was kind enough to call me after bowling to ask how i was and tell me that they ( Read more... ) -
Richard Pryor-76 more days of school
Ever wonder where the time has gone? you sit and look at your life and just sigh thinking about what you have done with your life, whether you have wasted it or made memories that you could look back on and just smile, some of the people that you have met and will always remember and those that you thank god you will not see again, 4 years have ( Read more... ) -
Can't stop
I can't stop crying, i have never cried this much before, i just can't stop crying